Enigma

Feeling like I'm losing everything I am. Putting to death everything that was. Dreaming while life steals happy memories away from me. Pretending to be okay, I play the fool. Pretending to be something I'm not, I unravel. Forgetting yesterday, forging through today. Reminiscing loss & sorrow: wallowing in pain till winters' morrow. Take me as I am, though you might not like what you find. For I am an enigma unto myself.