A Better Man

Struggling to find enlightenment. To hell with it! Why waste my time searching for signs & wonders, when winter is just a season? Too many questions only breed disappointment. Gone are the days of naivete: hear what I say I pray, & still I pray. Never knowing what I've said-dead to you. Sinking in disappointment, never having a father to teach me how to be a man. Deaf to love; numb to affection. My attention rests in the hands of him who can teach me how to be a better man.